back in my old bed

 I am back home trying to relax and laying on my old bed in the back room. It is silly to me when I think back two years to all the nights I stayed up and waited to talk to you. Then when you were here I would look back and think about how happy I was that you were finally here. Now, once again I am sad when I think back to how you had been here one time and now are gone. I am excited for the day when I am not longer so far away from you.

I am sure you have some of your own sorting out to do. The last time I talked to you you seemed a bit lost and frustrated. I hope you are working hard and still remembering how much I care about you. When I think about the time you got to lay in this bed with me, it is a really fond memory. Few people will ever get to see this area up here and how much it means to me. That summer I spent with you, working and enjoying life, are some of my fondest memories.

Anyways, I guess it is late and I should get to bed. I miss you and think about you very often. All my love.